Sunday, April 26, 2015

My poem from last year

Last year I won first place in the adult category at the West Roxbury Library poetry contest.  The them was unexpected. 




SOULMATES


 


by


 


Nina Kallen



The first, tangy taste of the apple


 


I didn’t expect to like it.


 


I didn’t expect you to be such a pushover,


A whiner, a hider


 


Although Lilith tried to warn me.


 


I didn’t expect to like Lilith.


 


The snake liked her.


 


I didn’t expect to like the snake.


 


The snake said it wasn’t fair he only got to see her


Every other weekend


And on holidays that hadn’t been invented yet. 


 


I wished he would spend more time with her


And give you and me more time


Alone in paradise. 


 


But Lilith was off trying to find herself in the world


While I was trying to find myself in you.


 


I worried that I got your rib


But not your heart.


 


 


You swore that Lilith wasn’t made out of that,


Wasn’t made out of you at all,


Was just mud as far as you were concerned.


 


I couldn’t see inside you anymore.


 


I wanted to know,


To really know.


 


And the snake was bored


And was always causing trouble


--that was just his way--


And the apple was there


 


And I wanted to know.


 


I thought my head had split open


Like your rib cage,


Except instead of a piece of me being ripped out


The universe was being shoved in.


 


A lot of it faded after that brief flash.


But for a moment I saw it all.


 


Planets,


This planet,


Oceans,


The crawling things on the beaches,


Creatures faded,


And not yet born,


Clay tinted red,


And in the awful mix,


You, and Lilith.


 


I saw


You never really liked her,


You sniveling thing. 


 


 


 


I half hoped you wouldn’t be tempted,


And I would bring the apple to her


And she would show me more --


The whole world she had traveled.


 


The snake said it’s surprising how I settled.


 


I miss him.


 


But he got what he wanted.


He’s off with Lilith now. 


 


And there’s you and me in our


McMansion as big as a world,


And the kids are always killing each other,


And you toil and I labor.


 


It’s unexpected that I like it.


 


Most days.


 


Creation.


 


You. 


 

My poem


I won an honorable mention for the adult category at the West Roxbury Library poetry contest.  The theme this year is "Missing pieces."  Here's my poem (although I can't get the spacing right in the blog). 




MISSING PIECES

 

Nina Kallen



 

                       Nadia
 
I did not always dream about this day.
 
If I had, I would have known,
My mother was supposed to help me choose A dress
And the snotty lady on Newbury Street Would not have sneered at me.
Ha!
I showed her when she tried to rip me off.
Me!
I think I made her cry.
 
I would have known
Weddings are supposed to be catered.
You’re supposed to find a rabbi
Who knows what he’s doing.
Your venue (“venue” -- I snort)
Should have bathrooms,
Not portapotties.
 
Nevertheless:
 
It was a fine June day
Under a white tent.
Food from the potluck
Overflowed the tables.
The rabbi showed up.
Guests snuck into the house
To use the bathroom.
 
Sometimes ignorance
Is a mean sort of wisdom.
Sometimes you grasp in the dark
And children emerge.
Sometimes you are doing your damnedest
Just to get through the day
And you find you are living your own life
In your own way
 
And it is good enough.
                 Aidan
 
I first saw you through a window.
I told a friend I would marry you.
 
It was a perfect day.
You helped me find a suit.
I still have it.
Why would I need more than one?
 
We got married on a farm.
They planted flowers for us. 
The tent company was amazing.
Some people I know set up the food.
My friend performed the ceremony.
 
The hurricane came during our honeymoon.
At the last minute we found a pink hotel
To keep us safe.
 
I never really understand
Your looks of despair,
Of desperation,
Of disdain.
 
Why don’t you give me more credit?
 
I work hard,
As hard as can be expected.
It is not easy having kids,
And a job,
And you. 
 
I am proud of my life’s work.
The kids, the job,
And you.
 
And, although hurricanes come,
I am living my own life
In my own way
 
And it is good enough.

Maia's poem

Maia won first place for her age group in the West Roxbury Library poetry contest.  The theme of the contest this year is "Missing Pieces."  This is her poem: 




HOPE


 


by


 


Maia
 


 


 


There’s something missing in my heart.


Something small?


No . . .


Something big.


What is it?


A pushing pulling laughing piece


That I cannot find


Mocking me, screaming to try harder.


I try.


But still


It hides


Like it wants me


To


Feel


Pain


Worse than I already do.


Come out,


I call


But it won’t


Budge.


Why?


When you hope, things can go wrong.


Isn’t hope supposed to be happy


Strong and caring?


I hope for hope and happiness, but . . .


A piece


Of hope


Lies beneath me.

Morgan's poem

Morgan once again won first prize for her age group in the West Roxbury poetry contest.  The theme of the contest this year is "Missing Pieces."  This is Morgan's poem:


 
DIALOGUE


 


by Morgana


 


“James?”


 


A girl’s voice


resonates from the corner


of the room.


 


She is crying


and afraid


 


. . . for no particular reason,


but tears always seem


to make things more dramatic.


 


“Mira? You okay?”


 


The boy rushed to the shaking shoulders


of his best friend


and held her tight


because


he wasn’t exactly sure


what else to do.


 


And as his secure arms fastened


around Mira’s neck


her worries melted away


to reveal


 


Her love and admiration for


the way he was able to comfort her


too easily.


 


James awkwardly


pulled himself away from her


 


But Mira watched him


let go gracefully.


 


“Thank you.”


 


Her two words


brought light to


his concerned face


and then


with bright red ears


he leaned over and kissed her--


just on the cheek, of course--


 


And sat next to her


and looked away


 


Until the next chapter,


in which we discover that


he already has a girlfriend.